I was born 1990, live with my mom, have no job, smoke weed daily and feel aimless. I’ve caused real harm in my relationships and online. I’ve been controlling, manipulative, disrespectful, and emotionally unhealthy. I’ve handled conflict in harmful ways, crossed boundaries, and acted in ways that made other people feel hurt, stressed, and unsafe. I’ve also behaved badly online by getting too focused on people, refusing to let things go, and engaging in harassment instead of backing off and taking responsibility. I’ve made excuses, blamed others, and avoided being honest about my own behavior. I’ve also struggled with unhealthy habits and self-control, and I’ve used those struggles as excuses instead of doing the work to change. I’m not posting this for sympathy. I’m posting it because I need to admit that my actions have affected other people and that I need to change how I think, act, and treat people going forward. It will never happen because I am forever an internet bridge troll!